LIFE

i haven't updated this in a while, but listening to bright eyes in an empty hotel room puts me in the mood. so this past week has been crazy. spending a week with my mom/dad/amber is not exactly my idea of a good time. the rest of my family is really sweet though. thursday night, everyone got wasted at my uncle's house and we decided to have a hat party. it was a really good time. friday i got to go home and go to denny's with greta, latrace, kayla, and amber. joseph showed up later. friday night i had to drive from johnstown to indiana, and then back to johnstown. the car ride took forever. blah. my grandma is watching TV and i hate it. i am so glad that i have headphones. i can't think right now so i will stop here. if i think of anything else i'll be back. and i apologize for my poor sentence structure. see ya.

Current Location: Days Inn [Carlisle, PA]
Current Mood: discontent
Current Music: Bright Eyes

so, on saturday my car decided that it hated me and died. i am really jazzed about it because now i can't really go anywhere/do anything/see anyone. it is so sad. hopefully, i get a new car by next week or i am F'D IN THE A. well, i may get my job back at mcD's in the near future so i will have a bit of a steady income. and i have an appointment with college to schedule classes and such, so my life isn't a complete waste just yet. and i will be moving to ebensburg, too, so life will be sweet.

Current Mood: blank
Current Music: Say Anything

yesterday was really sweet [unlike the past few days]. i got a job on saturday being a server at this banquet at SFU - and i get to work with erica! i am really excited. when i went to pick up my info about the job yesterday, cindy was there, too! i was so glad to see her! after that we went to erica's and then back to cindy's house. after that, we went to pick up kayla, alissa, and rebecca and we all went to the diner. after that we went to bible study and had a really good talk. after bible study i just came home and slept forever. today should be fun and i can't wait. peace out.

Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: Anti-Flag

yesterday was lame; i am offically unemployed. mcDonald's is the worst place to work [no joke]. anyway, i went to cindy's gramma's house and hung out with her and alissa all day. it was sweet. we were pretty hard-core kids to say the least. today i am going on a job hunt, so that should be exciting. blah. the end.

Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Kilowatt

so yesterday joelface and i [again] got pulled over which is sad. i have concluded a two part solution to these troubles i find myself in:

a) i need to slow down

and

b) i should wear an ugly mask when i drive so that i wouldn't be so attractive to the police

overall, plan B has a 67% success rate, but i'm thinking that option A would be a better choice [99.5484351779% success rate].

regardless of my encounters with the law, i am enjoying life.

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Sage Francis

well, on saturday, billy & zerlinda got married. it was really cute and cica and i were really cute bridesmaids. the reception was beautiful, etc. yay! my weekend was ok, except yesterday my mom kicked me out of my car in the middle of ebensburg and joel had to come save the day. after work, my mom turned into a maniac. i won't go into detail here, but it was pretty crazy. today has sucked so far; hopefully things look up soon. i am listening to good music and drinking snapple iced tea. maybe life isn't so bad.

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Our Lady Peace

last night i went to denny's with kitty, zachary, tara, emily, becky, and erica [and we all fit in kitty's car]; cindy came in later. we had a really good time. after we got home i went to cindy's and watched run's house [HAHA - i'm retarded]. this morning i woke up at 6AM and took cynthia to work and then went back to her house to sleep, and i slept for a realllly long time. after i woke up again, i went to erica's and we went to pick up alissa, and then zachary met us at the niner diner. i am home now and i hate it. i think i will go to erica's. good day to all.

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Punchline

for the past few days, i have been at work past 3AM. however, two nights ago i didn't really do that much work [kevin & brock did most of it]. holy hell - jesse is going to be a manager! [HAHAHA] anyway, angela came over to mcDonald's after she got off of work at subgay. i had to take inventory and then we got out the trusty sleeping bag and a few blankets and camped out in the parking lot. after a while, joel came up and he hung out with us. my mom is a huge fucking bitch and i hate her [my dad is also pretty hela faggy]. my family is the gayest and i sound really lame. the end.

Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: Panic! At The Disco

so on saturday night i got pulled over [in kernville of all places]. bad news: i was going 20 over the speed limit at 2AM [after curfew], and to top it all off - i didn't have my license with me. the policeman cut me a pretty huge break though, so i am way grateful. anyway, sunday night tara, erica, zachary, kittland and i went to perkin's and then to see the omen. holy f - that movie is trippy. after the movie we went to eat n park and then i had to go home. i hate being semi-grounded because the only place i am allowed to drive by myself is work. blah. well, i am off work today so i will probably be home all day long. yay for me.

Current Mood: hungry

yesterday i went back to work. joe only let me work from 5:00-7:30pm though. how hella faggy. after i got off work i went to pick up tara and alissa and we went to denny's. it was super sweet. after we had been there a while, kittland showed up and we had a smashing good time. today i work again, and tomorrow i am off work and i am going to the movies. end of story.

Current Mood: horny
Current Music: Nirvana

six flags was on wednesday, and it sucked to say the least. we only rode like 2 rides, so that was a waste of $30. blah. i didn't mind it all that much though because i got to spend the entire day with alissa and erica [whom i love dearly]. s-bomb [a.k.a. - shaun] also left on wednesday, so it was a very sad day for erica as well as the rest of his friends. camp mantowagan is coming up soon and i can't wait! i'll be moving to harrisburg soon [finally!] so i am really excited about life right now. erica and cindy left for the beach this morning and will be gone for a week; i will miss them a lot, but i know they'll be home soon. today is jenna's graduation party and i think i am going to the niner diner with alissa and tara later. sweet action for all.

Current Mood: sick
Current Music: The Used

today our art class went to the andy warhol museum; yet another one of my life-long dreams has been fulfilled. i got so much sweet stuff - i plan on going there like once a week. it ends up that my mom is a huge bizznatch and i won't be moving to harrisburg for the whole summer. F - do i ever hate that fool. anyway, after we got back from pittsburgh, tara, alissa, erica, shaun, & i went to the diner for coffee. cynthia and shaun are graduating tonight! i am so proud of both of them! yay! well, that's all for now.

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Punchline

i graduated friday, and i'm not going to lie - it is awesome. never again will i have to deal with the lame drama of high school. after graduation everyone from our class as well as chuckie, alissa, shaun and cynthia went bowling. after that we crashed at cynthia's and then i had work on saturday. blah. yesterday was erica's & cindy's grad party - it was fun. afterwards we had a camp-out of sorts and i got home this morning at like 10; only 13 hours after my curfew. ouch. i'm 17 and i do what i want. yay!

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Early November

the powerpoint presentation that all of us graduates put together is getting cut short - by A LOT. grr. oh, and none of our songs were approved by fenchak. snap - do our lives suck. a lot of people have been breaking down this week. fortunately, it hasn't struck me [yet]. today i worked like, all day on family living stuff. hopefully the curve on the final will work to my advantage. the math final was WAAAY hard [hehe, only kidding]. anyway, tomorrow will be sweet. we're only going for 1/2 day and then to eat at mrs. d's house. then we'll probably just chill forever. graduation is really overrated - i am not as excited as i thought i would be. blah. i need some dope right about now.

Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: Sublime

well, friday is my last day of high school ever - EVER. it is so exciting. i can't wait to be done, and i can't sleep either. over the past few weeks a lot has gone on. i attended our school's formal [lame] and NC's prom [also lame], but overall i give these events two thumbs up. all of my friends and dates made them worth all the driving with my huge dress and being uncomfortable. i have made a lot of new friends that make my life worth living. at the beginning of the year i thought that my senior year was going to be terrible and pointless, but it turned out to be alright [over the past month or so]. i am so glad that all of my doubts have been laid to rest: there are some un-lame people left out there. i am sick of working. mcD's is pretty lame most days, but i put in my 2 weeks notice of QUITTING yesterday [yay for me!] because i will be moving to hanover sooooooooon. life is grand indeed! well - i think that is all from here. peace out, yo.

Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Brand New

so, i pretty much just woke up. last night i was at work until 2AM. blah - i hate when i stay late. interesting observation: i guess when you have black nail polish on your fingernails it automatically means you're GOTHIC. some old people are so silly. i am pretty excited for formal next weekend. this is my last one EVER [except for NC's prom]. so sad. well, i must go before i get too teary eyed. so long.

Current Mood: drained
Current Music: Bayside

i had a really good day today. jared and mr. crissman were our gym teachers because lushko wasn't there, so no one really HAD to participate. haha. then after school erica, alissa and i went to the niner diner and drank coffee and smoked for a long time. it was so hella sweet. then we went to erica's for a bit and then met cindy and zach at walmart. yay! then we went to cindy's for a while, then back to walmart [again]. geez. shaun told me that i was a bad person. so sad. anyway, i think that is about all.

oh - and erica told me i was really cool and then totally shut me down. i don't really want to talk about it.

Current Mood: hot
Current Music: Evanescence

last night was fun. i worked until midnight and then went to bethanie's apartment and hung out with her, joel, and cica. oh, the fun we have. we watched many sketches from chapelle's show [haha]. i ended up not sleeping until after 4:30AM, so to say the least - i am just a little bit tired. blah. work again today 4-11PM. yay for me. andyshak - OUT.

Current Mood: high
Current Music: Taking Back Sunday

today was my first day back at mcD's. overall, it was a semi-enjoyable experience (when nick, mark, lori, and brittany were there) - after that it went to super-lame. closing sucks, but i get money, so i guess everyone kind of wins. haha. luther came in at 11 tonight, so i only got to see him for like 5 minutes. so sad. i love that fool. anyway, i'm working 4-11 all this week. yay for me!

Current Mood: indescribable
Current Music: Panic! At The Disco

today went really well. i left school early and went to starbucks and then to my big meeting at mcD's - it was so hella lame. i love my life; everything about it is so ridiculous. haha. anyway, i have a job again, so it will be nice to be making a little bit of money here and there. tonight was the sports banquet - my last one EVER! ahh! so crazy. i will be a semi-adult soon! after the sports banquet, mama jew, kylie jew, and i went back to starbucks. then we tried on shoes and clothes FOREVER at walmart; they have so many selections! mama jew bought the "NOW #21" CD, and we listened to that the whole way home. haha. it was hilarious. i just got home a little bit ago which is quite past my legal curfew, and i didn't get pulled over along the way home. yay for me! well, i think that's all. i have work tomorrow so i should probably go to bed soon. goodnight, all.



P.S. i'm not really drunk.

Current Mood: drunk
Current Music: Taking Back Sunday